I can't keep it in anymore! So maybe blogging could be my outlet...

I have SLE, systemic lupus erythematosus. I try not to let it define my life. At the point I'm at now, I'm tired. I mean bone crushing, super fatigued tired. And I know its from the lupus. I have my faith in God, and I know he will sustain me, but I am beat. I have a sick son; allergies and asthma are ruling his life. My husband is trying to work and take care of us. I'm trying to work even though I feel like poo. But I try not to complain to my friends, yet I feel like I have no one at times. I just need to be better.